Dear Matt...

I started my application process for BYU.
I started crying as soon as I submitted it.
I don't know why I did.
I guess I'm crazy.
I just know this is a big decision.
One I'm not sure of yet.
But I'm so scared, Boo.
I'm so scared of not knowing what is ahead of me.
I thought that whatever was ahead of me was going to be OK
because I was going to be with you.
But know you're gone.
And I'm still here.
So lost.
Waking up to Nothing.
Cuz that's what I have left without you.
I miss you terribly, Boo.
Please don't forget me.

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