Dear Matt...

I miss you so much.

It's hard living in this world knowing that I can't touch you, can't kiss you.

Baby, this sucks! I hate this.

I hate knowing that for the rest of my life I won't be able to hear you.

I loved making you laugh.

I was always so proud when I succeeded.

Oh Boo, I hope I made you happy.

I hope that you didn't regret marrying me.

I know it was hard, I'm not the most easiest person to live with,

but I want you to know you always made me happy.

Always.

Even when I was upset, I still was so grateful to have you in my life.

I was so lucky that you choose to love me.

So lucky.

Thank you, Baby.

Thank you for making me so happy.

Me