2.20.2009

Dear Matt...

Last nite was a little tough.
I find the hardest part of the day is going to bed...alone... and waking up...alone.
It's so weird that after only one year I had grown so accustomed to your
body lying next to mine, the weight of your arm around my waist,
the sound of you soft even breathing lulling me to sleep...
This is world is hard, but with you it was worthwhile.
You made me feel loved and important.
Funny... I never imagined myself married, never thought that was in the cards for me,
but you changed all that.
You made me trust you.
I knew that you would never hurt me.
Oh, boo... I hurt now.
I hurt so much.
Because it's hard to live in a world without you.
We were supposed to have more time, you and I.
We were supposed to have the rest of our lives.
I will always love.
For the rest of my life.

Me

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