Dear Matt...

Oh Boo...

Life keeps going and you're still not here with me.

Oh, I know not by choice.

I know that.

But still...

I feel your absence everyday.

I think I miss your little face most of all.

It was so bright and kind and funny and intelligent.

It was a face to stop for.

A face that would burrow in my heart.

Deep, deep in there.

You always got annoyed with me cuz I always touched your face.

Well, I loved it!

So there!

I loved to feel the warmth coming off of your skin.

It wasn't baby soft, but it was comforting.

And I loved the roughness of your stubble.

I would look at you while you slept and fall deeper in love with you.

You were so peaceful and looked so innocent.

Those lashes fanning your cheeks.

That soft breathing.

I always wanted to wake you up so that I could tell you how beautiful you were.

You were my love.

You ARE my love.

Soon for all eternity.

I can't wait.

Me